once upon a time.
there lived a girl.

a stupid
stubborn
and childish girl.

a girl who can never grow up.

a girl who cannot understand
why the sun fades as the day pass
why the flowers dies as time goes
why must winer come when spring is so beautiful

and
why
why did her father say that
the lake has to be murky for all fishes to live.

she did not understand.
perhaps she is just stupid.

perhaps she cannot grow up.

but everytime she think about this world..
and all the facades
the untold truths
and spoken lies,

she doesnt want to move on.
she wants to simply turn around.

maybe she can never understand the world.
maybe she will remain as simple-mind,
in other words stupid,
as she is..

maybe..

she will never grow up...

maybe..

she will never want to grow up..

and live in the modern world.

but whatever it is..
she can stay..

in her little world..


we have to move on.


im so tired.
maybe its pms again.
argh.

stoopid.
everytime i have m i will have pms
and get into a state of severe depression.

blah.
whatever...

yay!

tues going to watch Pirates. with bei ,qiao and perhaps memy.
veyr long nvr call matt memy liao..
and very long nvr call hans qiao liao.
and very short nvr call mx bei liao..
(cuzi just called her bei just now. DIAO)

blah craps.





*crowding around a glowing light.

soh cutez!

P.S I GOT DIMPLE OKAY!!!
and so does soh!

LOL.

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